There were, thankfully, only three more poems in the notebook. The rest were sketches, and poems she'd printed out and pasted or copied into the notebook. And, on the back page, the initials I.G.
The first read
I try to forget
his laughing eyes
I try to forget
his clever hands
I try to forget
his protean form
Then I see him.
And I try to forget he belongs to another.
The second was shorter
Love
when he holds his daughter
Love
when he looks at his wife
Love
Will never be mine.
The third, and final poem was opposite a rough sketch of a tree
Shade
Shelter
Protection
Comfort
He offers to all who pass by.
A noble oak
Bitterness
Sorrow
Death
I offer to all who touch me.
Deadly mistletoe.
Killing the tree I love.