by Ryan Gabriel » Fri Dec 19, 2014 2:56 am
Ryan was worried.
Everything that people had said to him so far made sense. There was no reason anything bad was happening to him. He'd been fine for months not even knowing there was anything inside him, it didn't follow that he'd suddenly start to go nuts or die or explode or whatever it was he was afraid of.
Still, no matter how hard he tried to not make a big deal of things or even let people know, he could tell something was... off. He was tired a lot easier lately, and even with that, it was hard to fall asleep. So even while he was trying not to lean on his powers as much (because what else could 'sync with the construct' mean?), he had to draw on them to keep him going toward the end of the day, and even harder when he couldn't get any sleep for the pressure in his head (seriously, WAS he imagining it? Yeah, probably).
I really just need to get over this. It's probably all in my head. He shook his head as he sat down in the fairly-dark kitchen with his sandwich, considering if he should finally bring something up to the med staff and maybe get some sleeping pills.
